Saturday, September 17, 2011
`-/ HEY EVERYBODY , DON'T FIND ME HERE.
FIND ME AT ~ WWW.TAINTEDTRINITY.BLOGSPOT.COM
TYVM <3
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Friday, July 8, 2011
`-/ Changes.
` Everything in life is about change.
` I've encounter somethings i never expected .
` Meeting someone who loves his own gender.
` Now if you are one of them, Admit it to the world and don't keep it to yourself.
` There's nothing to be ashamed of.
` Be proud, stand tall.
` And for those who has a problem with Gays, Les, Bi , etc..
` Please. They don't have a choice.
` Do you think they wanted to be born like this ?
` So they might be different in a way but hey.
` They are humans too and they deserves Love just like us .
` how are u different, if loving the same gender is same as loving urself, why some people are popular in their gender while some are not? People are unique individuals, u canot group them and being stereotype besides its biologically proven already that it is not a disease or a choice. Past treatment of sexuality outside of heterosexual has resulted in numerous suicide and homicide cases. Open ur eyes and look around u, more than 450 species of animals hav gay entites in them, even plants are not heterosexual. it is part of nature
` So please understand and don't judge them.
9:55 AM
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Sunday, April 17, 2011
`-/ Once Bitten , Twice Shy.
` Hey everyone, i know i haven't be blogging since FOREVER.
`i had a breakup with my Boyfriend ( EX ) a month ago.
` I'm going to tell you what happened , as in my experiences (:
`-/ o9o311, On that very day,
` i woke up early , changed and brought his 2 jackets out to see him.
i knew what was going to happen, but i was just hoping it wouldn't.
I reached his house and MSG-ed him.
It took him quite long to reply me.
And when i told him that i wanted to come over, he told me not to.
And i realized i was having my period and never prepared any pads.
Than i told him this exact words " If you still love me you would let me in "
And he did.
Settled down, My heart was pumping like hell.
Than i tried to talk but nothing came out.
Until he took out his Cigg and smoked a few puff.
I took in a deep breath and i told him firmly " Stop Smoking "
Him staring at me " Why should i " .
I didn't know what to do, i couldn't bare to see him smoke, he wasn't well.
so i used my fingers and Pressed against the tip of the Cigg so the fire would stop.
He shouted and me and got off his chair, i looked at him.
He couldn't see the pain in my eyes and pushed me.
I nearly fell to the ground.
and than i text-ed him. " do you still love me"
his reply was obvious. Hoping it wasn't what i imagine it to be.
" no. " was what i got.
Standing near his window, i cried.
i cried so much i actually fell to the floor.
After round an hour, i called Alex to come pick me up.
it was raining.
I returned him his jackets, his ring and slipper.
I left, i was cold,shivering and bare footed.
and i cried all the way back home.
* Hope this can prove to you people something , something i'm not sure what but i hope it does.
` Ohh and, I'm happily attached to someone i know, For sure, this time.
He wouldn't hurt me nor lay a hand on me (;
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How do you live with regrets.
Saturday, March 5, 2011
` - // This is not an advice , I'm just going to tell people what I'm going through now.
Some of you might be going through it too , some who didn't, well just get prepared and don't make the same mistakes as me(:
Here it goes .
` My boyfriend is hurting over the past ,
` ' whether its the past or whatever, bygones is bygones.. u can never turn back time and redo history '
` We all just gotta learn from our mistakes , my mistakes , and make a better future.
` Because dwelling over the past just simply destroys the future .
` ' by dwelling in the past, hates the future will simply turn u into a blind person and miss out all the awesome chances which had befall onto us '
` ' chances dont always come by. Learn to grab hold of ur chance instead of missing them out .'
` Treasure everything you have now and cherish it all , before everything goes away.
` We need to talk to people just to get out of our own depression, Once you get independent, You can get out of it, or if you have the brains.
` Stop depending on people and grab hold of yourself , control your life ,You don't need other people in it . you just need yourself to get through . No one will always be by your side 24/7 . Well in your heart maybe but in reality ,
No. And how sure can you be that they wouldn't leave you ?
` Well i believed it once , That he wouldn't ever leave me , He said all those sweet words , " Your my one and only "
Sometimes it's best to start your relationship at 10% and when you think that person deserves it , Increase it till you know you can depend on them , but remember , don't depend on them too much , You won't know when their sweet innocent words becomes sharp thorns piercing through your heart , Sweet Little Innocent Lies .
` So don't trust anyone fully . Yes , anyone everyone .
` I Still can't find a way to make my beloved boyfriend to stay .
` I have no idea how to prove it yet .
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Saturday, January 29, 2011
`-/ Have you ever .
- Came across a guy or girl who you fell inlove with but couldn't be with because of the age gaps?
` It's Either he/she is too old or young for you ?
` Well honestly , Age doesn't matter . It's the heart that matters most. Who said that they couldn't be together , without trying . as long as there is trust , there will be love and if both of them remained faithful and clears all misunderstandings , There won't be a problem you see .
` Age is just a number , Just that some people don't understand .
- Did your best to please someone but all that person saw was Nothing at all ?
` Just keep trying your best , Till you've reach your limit and that person still doesn't appreciate what you've done , heck it . Their not worth your hard time . You are so busy pleasing one that the people who used to be there are actually fading away and who knows , maybe the right guy isn't him . His just another passer-by in your life . There are better things we all can do .
PS : Sorry people I'm kinda in the rush so i shall update some other times !
` Leave any questions and maybe i can get back to you (:
` Baby i love you ,
` Don't be cold towards me .
` Sometimes you might never know but,
` Within my smiles is actually a girl crying her heart out for you .
` i tried my best for you , did you ?
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Tuesday, January 18, 2011
`- / It's 2011 ! New Starts , New Beginning !
` Why Should i let The Past Hurt Me ?
` So His Not Treating me the same .
` WHO SAID THAT CAN'T BE CHANGED ?
` to Change Someone , You First Need To Change Yourself ^^
` Sometimes it's you who made Him Like this .
` So Lets all Change for the better .
` Take this as a chance to Be a Better Person !
` Change For Yourself First , Before you can change for someone else !
` I was Dwelling on my past , thinking of how perfect it could have been.
` Than i thought , Everything
CAN be Perfect .
` So Change That Attitude Of Yours !
` Come On People, Time Waits For No Man .
` Whats Lost Doesn't Mean All Hope is Gone .
` There will always Be a Light .
` A Chance even if there is only 1% of hope Remaining .
` 1% could be all that we need to get through this !
` CHOP CHOP , Lets ALL CHANGE , being a Better Person ,
` Bringing Smiles To Others !
` Doing Things For them asking nothing in return !
` SHOUT OUT TO MY ONE AND ONLY SPECIAL BOY WHO WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY HEART ! - GALVIN LIM ZENG YU .Everything i Do was Inspired By Him .My dreams all Start Out WITH Him .My Hopes Are Always On Him .My Trust Will Never Go away .My Love Will Never Fade .I will Always Be By His Side . Baby , Thank you . I Made it this far , You were always by my side.You never gave up on me.You've always trusted me even on the silliest of things .Your the Best . Don't Fall Or Strain yourself while exercising my FAT SILLY STUPID SMELLY SWEET HANDSOME AWESOME CARING LOVING HAWT BEAUTIFUL PRETTY FUNNY KING ,My Baby ! `i will never stop loving you .` Even when my heart stops beating ,my love will always be alive .When we die , Our love will still be alive .
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Sunday, January 16, 2011
`- / Chances , Choices .
` Sometimes , you come across a chance , To either be with someone , get a Job etc .
` But Firstly , you need to know if That certain choice is good or bad .
` Will it affect you ? your friends family etc .
` If you made a wrong choice , Don't go weeping about it .
` Because then , You would have miss your Chance of Choosing to move on .
` You need to tell yourself , ' Hey , It's just a mistake , All i need to do is Correct it and Move On '
` Not ' Oh no , DIE DIE liao , i made a mistake and i can't do anything about it , Die La Die la '
` See any difference ?
` If you have choose to correct your mistakes , You will be given another chance .
` But if you choose not to , You will miss the chance to get greater stuff .
` I mean , Come on !
` Who Doesn't Fail ?
` We Learn Through Failure More than Success !
` You can Be who you want to be , You need to tell yourself .
` ' One failure , it's okay i can try again . ' FAIL FAIL FAIL again , You tell yourself not to giveup
` And there , SUCCESS !
` All you need to do is TRY (:
` There are a lot of Choices .
` There will always be a Chance in those Choices .
` It's weather Your willing to try , Change that Attitude .
` You all know that we can do greater things if we just give it a shot.
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