` Days Turninq into night are like Days losinq its light and Darkness grows .` I gotta say it ,
` i gotta write dhe' pain .
` i cant get to sleep :/
` i couldnt make you go home ,
` when you sat at the stairs lookinq at the sky .
` sitting there for long , all by yourself ..
` i did my best and i couldnt get you down .
` i wasnt there , i was in the car , on my way home .
` You sat there for a reason ,
` a reason you never told .
` just a simple sms from her ,
` got you down and realesed your hurtful pain .
` Even though i finally knew ,
` i guess boy , i never did thought i'd say .
` im
crushed , hurt , destroyed . ` i never felt this ,
Uncertained , Unloved , unworthy .` the pain haunts me .
` it keeps cominq back .
` how am i going t face you ..
` knowinq that im not the only one special in your life now .
` i know its selfish , im selfish ..
` but i just want t help you t myself only .
` im jealous but boy ,
` you gotta know that ,
` my heart ish fragile and its hard t forget .
` Keepinq it all , in my Heart . Bearinq the pain ,
` All the pain i had since young til now , Everythinq hurtinq at once .
` Mix-ed up feelinqs ,
` its just so hard t say ..
` i just dont want to hurt you .
` i know mine was worse .
` i know i did my wronqs ..
` But i dont know why ..
` everytime i think of you .
` i think of them .
` its hauntinq ..
` its hurtinqq .. badly ..
`- / Rip out my HEART ; Tear me apart .- im fallinq .. at the edge of love , im sitting there . and im slowly pulled down . soon i'll fall .fall and put into a deep sleep which i will never wakeup from .
