`- / The Heavens is Punishing Me .

` no mood t update :/
` just one thinq t say before i lay dead on my bed ..

` So i guess when you said you love me on the phone last night ,
` you never ment it cause i couldnt feel it like i used to .
` its like an indirect leaving me .
` not in person but through your soul .

`i though we were okay but somehow ,
` you manage t deceive me .
` i guess my feelinqs was right .
` Theres a part changing from you .
` i still cant figure out what .

` Today night ,
` not a call goodnight .
` no iloveyou's .
` boy , your not doing stuff you used to .

` no surprise fetching .
` no surprise hugs .
` no surprise kisses .
` no more iloveyou's at night .
` no more feelinq for me .
` no more forgiveness .

` so much more .
` i cant explain .
` how my heart is breakinq .
` do you remember .
` long ago but not very long ,
` you said you miss coming t my house like you used t ,
` back than when we were still friends .
` and you promise you would .
` boy , you promised .. you .. promised .

` Babyy , do you still remember your promise .

` im tearing up , writing this .
` headache , vomit feelinqs , leg pain and now ..
` Heart's under attack .
` someone ,
` answer my cries .
` someone ,
` Save me , im falling ..