`- /a Look back in the past .

` Have you ever wondered what it would be like when you grow up ?
` what you'll become and who you'll meet ?
` well , it kinda reminds me of when i was young .
` all the thinqs i wanted t be .
` all the thinqs i wanted t have .
` Well , here it goes .

`- / Lookinq back , i realized that thinqs used t be more simple .
Parents doing your stuff , homework was a piece of cake and not havinq t study for exams and still passinq it w/o a prob . Times when nothinq else mattered . we could live freely . without a doubt .
Friends were always there , though thick and thin . Forgiveness was in our blood . No matter how bad thinqs were , we always made it through .
Best is that we could understand each other's needs .
Guy or girl , it doesnt really mattered .
We breath the same air , we eat the same kind of food .
we have our hearts brokened ; we had them fix .
we can talk , we can walk , we can cry and we can smile .
So we're really not that different .
playinq , actinq like we were in a Fairy tale .
Dressing up , beinq who we wanted t be .
than we started t grow up .
People chanqinq , for better or for worse .
Our needs were different , we want parents t butt out .
we had our probs , our downfalls .
Our pain increased and we never let them out .
Afraid no one would understand ; hidinq all the pain behind a smile .
Its the same as wearinq a mask through the day .
Takinq it off at night ,
sitting on the bed and thinkinq of life .
how great it could have been .
not wakinq up from this dream .. More of a Nightmare .
Dont let the darkness takeover the sunlight .
Out shine it .
Get a hold onto your life.
Wakeup from that nightmare and face reality .
Face it and stop runninq away .
it does you no good .
Live for your damn self .
No one owes you anythinq .
Be who you wanted t be .
Forget those bad dreams , their over .
tomorrow's a new day .
A new beginninq .