`- / Some emotions are best to remain unknown .

` Deep down i can't help but feel lousy for everything I've did .
` I now realized that i have to resist every temptation that comes .
` This temptations are just like ' TESTS '

` If you resisted , you passed .
` If you don't you fail .
` You'll lose trust or worse , your loved ones .
` This kind of test are test to the hearts .

` You resist because you have a reason to resist .
` It's because you want to show your Loves Ones that their the only one .
` So i shall resist every temptation that interferes in my life .

` I must show him , prove to him I'm good enough for him .
` We can't fall just because one or two or even 20 people saying negative stuff about you .
` It doesn't mean the whole world says it .
` You need to be strong , In the inside , Don't let those people tear you down .

` We have to change for the better and not for the worse .
` Even if you change for the worse , you still have a chance to change for the better again .
` Everything is about choosing . choices , Everyone has a choice , you just don't know it .
` Everyone is given a chance . God gave us a chance to live didn't he ?

` God gave us a billion chances , every bad thing we've done , he forgave us .
` And he hoped we can change . Even if we repeated our mistake ,
` Even if it takes forever , He has always gave us a chance .
` So we should give ourselves a chance to change too .

`-/ Dear baby ,
` In the past i might have done so much to hurt you .
` I know it sucks , i know it hurts .
` But baby . It doesn't mean i can't change .
` It doesn't mean I'll forever be that Dawn .
` Baby i can change . Change for you , Change for me .
` All i need you to do is just Believe in Me .
` I Know I'm young . Baby it doesn't mean i can't learn ..
` baby i hope you'll let the past go .
` Because if we hold on to our past ,
` It'll slowly destroy our future .
` Baby your the only guy in my life , the whole eternity .
` and i Love You , forever .

`- / Happy Happy Happy xMAS !

` BABY TAGGED MAH ' BLOG FOR THE 3RD TIME !
` So Happy <3

` Have a GREAT xMAS EVERYONEEE !!! :D
` SANTA IS COMING THROUGH YOUR DOOR WITH HIS FATFATFAT BELLY ~

` My ulder turned white :(

` I LOVE MY BABY TO THE MAXXXXXX ! <3

`- / Plain And Simple .

` I just Read Baby's Blog .
` I regretted taking taxi to his house now :(
` I Had a Chance to feel like a Princess ,
` With my Prince and His Umbrella ,
` I Feel Lousy :(
` Nevermind this , regrets hais .

`-// Today i stood under the rain for around 30min to get a taxi :(
` Should have took MRT :(
` Headache in Taxi :(
` Must Tahan ^^ .

` Ran to baby's House , couldn't wait to see him ! :D
` Than At The Door ,
` I Thought i saw double of his Ahma !!
` But it was just his Ahma's Sis XD .
` I Played with baby !
` Like a small kidd :3
` Than We Watched Nigahiga's Movie !
` And i hugged him and fell ! >:O
` HE LAUGGHED ! >:O !
` I Bit him XD MWAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAzxc .
` @ 8.30pm ,

` We Went to Tiong .
` 7-11 it's a store and mall !
` We bough MASH POTATO !! >:O !!!!
` Than i Drop my empty Potato Cup on the floor when i was trying to lick it clean ):

` Poor me X3 .
` Than we went back and bought MORE FOOOD :D
` we Are Fat !

` BWAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHzxc !

` Today was Plain And Simple , It was Perfect ,
` I don't need a high class restaurant ,
` Won't need the best weather .
` Not needing a Splendid view .

` Eating Simple Food Like Mash Potato with you will do ,
` Eating by your side could do too .
` Any Weather , Cold and your my warmth .
` All i need to see with this pair of eyes is you <3

` Baby i love you forever <3

`- / Love is GOOD yet BAD . // It's a Happy Feeling yet a HeartBreaker .


` Hey all my people .
` As you can see , I'm going through emotions again .
` Who caused them ?
` Me myself and I .

` Because His never wrong and I'm Never Right .
` He still won't trust me .
` I Can't believe I'm actually going through this pain again .

` I Thought i told myself to be strong .
` Why is it that i'm so easily weakened by him .
` A Mistake and DONE ,
` I'm Out His Whole Life .

` Thus i'm more afraid .
` I'm terrified to lose him .
` I'm backing away from my friends .
` I can't trust anyone around me anymore .

` Who can i turn to .
` Who can i share my feelings with .
` Who is going to share my joys , my pain ? .
` Who is going to be there to catch me .
` Who is there to give me a hand .

` I Feel like i'm in a cave ,
` At the very end of the cold corner in the coldest weather .
` In the darkest hour , in the Lonely night .
` Who do i have now .

` Baby if i turn to you would you care .
` Why are you talking to me like this .
` What did i do .
` Just after you went out with your friends .

` Your starting to make me misunderstand .
` I'm slowly hurting .
` Baby I'm Drowning in my thoughts .
` I'm starting to feel like your disappearing .

` Thinking of you in someone else's arms .
` Am I'm standing there smiling while crying .
` It's best to see you happy with someone else than being sad with me .

` I Guess I'm This useless ..
` How can i ever forget you .
` When not thinking of you already hurts this much .


`-// Every Night I Wish Upon A SHOOTING STAR , Wishing You Were Beside me .
Wishing you would Understand .

`- / Just re-read his latest post .

` well all i can say is ,
` i want to just ,
` ignore the world .
` i feel so misunderstood .
` But the past is the past ,
` shall move on .

` Ignore the pain .
` I Want it to go away .
` Sometimes i just feel like i'm against the world ,
` yes , the world is against me or something .

` I Promise ,
` But i wonder will you take it seriously anymore .
` I Wonder do you think my love is a lie ?
` Do you trust me now ?
` It's hurting , it's hurting ..

` Sometimes i just wanna stab myself in the Heart .
` I Wanna cut it out .
` I Wanna see the last beats of it .
` Before my life dissapear .

` He doesn't write much heart as he use too .
` This Thing , i'm always Heart-aching everyday .
` Everynight .
` i Don't want to express my feelings .
` I Want to bottle them up .

` Because if i try explain ,
` One of you might go angry or sad .
` Than i'll feel Eff up .
` Cause i have to cheer you up and ignore the hurt again .

` It's like i'm alone in the dark and no one understands me.
` I Scream at the top of my lungs and no one hears me .
` I'm Sad .

` Baby i love you .
` I Don't Expect you to change .
` Cause This is the best i can get from you .. now .
` Whats the point for me to wish .
` My wishes never comes true anyways .

`- / All i can tell you is that , i'm just jealous forever .

` Seems like my jealousy can never go away .
` Jealous of you and your perfection .
` Jealous that you put your game instead of me .
` Jealous that your always happy and somehow i'm not .
` Jealous your so free and able to go anywhere .
` Jealous you have great friends .
` Jealous that you can not care .
` Jealous that your just the best .
` Jealous that girls like you .
` Jealous of so much more.

` What can i say .
` i Wish i can not care .
` i Wish i have no heart to feel .
` i Wish i could be more like you .

` you can not care .
` You Can do everything .
` You don't seem afraid .
` You Don't seem to be affected .
` Your just so perfect .
` and it's like nothing can hurt you .

` Baby , a part of me is killing me .
` i Can't stop it .
` Baby would you please help me .
` Would you please save me .
` It's hurting my head .

` It's like i suddenly wanna cry .
` I suddenly want to be next to you forever .
` i suddenly want to jump down .
` i suddenly want to slap myself .
` i suddenly wanna cut .
` I'm stopping myself .

` But baby ..
` Please Save Me From Myself...
` It's getting out of control ..