`- / All i can tell you is that , i'm just jealous forever .

` Seems like my jealousy can never go away .
` Jealous of you and your perfection .
` Jealous that you put your game instead of me .
` Jealous that your always happy and somehow i'm not .
` Jealous your so free and able to go anywhere .
` Jealous you have great friends .
` Jealous that you can not care .
` Jealous that your just the best .
` Jealous that girls like you .
` Jealous of so much more.

` What can i say .
` i Wish i can not care .
` i Wish i have no heart to feel .
` i Wish i could be more like you .

` you can not care .
` You Can do everything .
` You don't seem afraid .
` You Don't seem to be affected .
` Your just so perfect .
` and it's like nothing can hurt you .

` Baby , a part of me is killing me .
` i Can't stop it .
` Baby would you please help me .
` Would you please save me .
` It's hurting my head .

` It's like i suddenly wanna cry .
` I suddenly want to be next to you forever .
` i suddenly want to jump down .
` i suddenly want to slap myself .
` i suddenly wanna cut .
` I'm stopping myself .

` But baby ..
` Please Save Me From Myself...
` It's getting out of control ..