`-/ Once Bitten , Twice Shy.
` Hey everyone, i know i haven't be blogging since FOREVER.
`i had a breakup with my Boyfriend ( EX ) a month ago.
` I'm going to tell you what happened , as in my experiences (:
`-/ o9o311, On that very day,
` i woke up early , changed and brought his 2 jackets out to see him.
i knew what was going to happen, but i was just hoping it wouldn't.
I reached his house and MSG-ed him.
It took him quite long to reply me.
And when i told him that i wanted to come over, he told me not to.
And i realized i was having my period and never prepared any pads.
Than i told him this exact words " If you still love me you would let me in "
And he did.
Settled down, My heart was pumping like hell.
Than i tried to talk but nothing came out.
Until he took out his Cigg and smoked a few puff.
I took in a deep breath and i told him firmly " Stop Smoking "
Him staring at me " Why should i " .
I didn't know what to do, i couldn't bare to see him smoke, he wasn't well.
so i used my fingers and Pressed against the tip of the Cigg so the fire would stop.
He shouted and me and got off his chair, i looked at him.
He couldn't see the pain in my eyes and pushed me.
I nearly fell to the ground.
and than i text-ed him. " do you still love me"
his reply was obvious. Hoping it wasn't what i imagine it to be.
" no. " was what i got.
Standing near his window, i cried.
i cried so much i actually fell to the floor.
After round an hour, i called Alex to come pick me up.
it was raining.
I returned him his jackets, his ring and slipper.
I left, i was cold,shivering and bare footed.
and i cried all the way back home.
* Hope this can prove to you people something , something i'm not sure what but i hope it does.
` Ohh and, I'm happily attached to someone i know, For sure, this time.
He wouldn't hurt me nor lay a hand on me (;
